Damn Procrastination Monkey

I just realized I haven’t posted much on this blog recently unless it was a book tag or something else random. I didn’t even have a reason for it either because I haven’t been writing much since I finished rewriting Cheap Guitars.

I blame it on the Procrastination Monkey. Damn thing. It’s ruined all my plans!

On a more serious note, I honestly haven’t been able to decide which one of my novels I want to sit down and write yet. It’s like my brain is so overloaded with ideas that it can’t process which one needs to be written. But, I do need to narrow it down and start writing my damn books. I’ve got five covers ready for them, after all. But for the life of me, I couldn’t sit down and focus on one thing.

I hope that is a problem other writers face. You just get so many ideas that you can’t help but jot them down, but then that idea turns into an entire first chapter of a book. Then you get flustered with yourself because you can’t start writing the new book because you have to finish writing the other damn book. It turns into a round of stuffing your face with Doritos and hair pulling and–oh, just me? Okay, then.

But, to be honest?

I’ve had that problem since I finished Cheap Tricks. I’m not saying it’s a BAD problem… it’s like the Universe wanted me to take a break.

Well, Universe, I ain’t got the time for that.

I’m thrilled to announce that I think I have finally narrowed down my writing schedule for 2018. No more break needed, Universe.

Recently, I’ve become obsessed with Erin Condren planners. I sat down to REALLY think about how I want my writing year to look and jotted a few notes in the back with my pretty double sided purple pen. I’ve been working on the Cheap series for so long that I started worrying that might be the ONLY thing I ever write, so I will ending the series with a novella and one more novel, Cheaper Sunglasses and Cheap Promises. I’m not ready to say much about those stories yet except that they are happening. I’m also planning a contemporary standalone with a more adult theme and an NA trilogy. After that, a brand new series, and I haven’t decided how many books will be in that yet. I’m finally excited about my writing plans for the year because I managed to get myself organized.

And no, Erin Condren isn’t sponsoring this little post. I don’t have enough followers yet for that. Haha! I just really love her stuff. I’m especially obsessed with the way you can customize everything. I’ve got two notebooks that I had customized for the novels I will be writing this year.

So, with a self-inflicted publishing deadline fast approaching for Cheap Guitars, story plotting to do, and an editing job to complete (note to future Mara: good blog post idea), a new relationship, and the MFA program starting shortly, I’ll have busy schedule. I’m freaking excited about it, too. I’ve been dying to see more books up on my list of published novels in the back of my bullet journal and I say it’s about time I start buckling down to make 2018 my year.

Whoa…10 years?!

I just realized something today…

This November, I will be participating in my 10th National Novel Writing Month.

Ten Years… A little longer than that for my first vampire novel that I have decided no one will ever read again because it sucked so bad (no puns intended). Only twice did I start novels that I don’t remember, and a few times I haven’t finished, but I always have tried to participate.

What happened to some of the novels I’ve written? I’ve scrapped, deleted, and printed some of them just to rip them up. I’ve always been a prolific writer, but I think NaNo taught me it’s okay not to like what I am writing. It has helped me find my voice as a writer and helped me realize I needed creative writing classes to further hone my craft. I have also written very little crap since I started self-publishing, which is something I’m (mostly) proud of (false story starts aside–you know the kind. It’s when you think you really have something and haven’t plotted out a damn thing, and get about 5,000 words in, then realize it’s a complete dud, then print it just to rip it to give your bunny something to chew…wait, that’s just me? Okay, then!).

For those of you who are not aware of what National Novel Writing Month is, it is the month before the huge writing challenge to produce a 50,000-word novel by November 30th. This writing challenge always leaves me scrambling to meet a deadline–and like it or not, I thrive when I have twenty or more things to do in a week (be it planning a new book, doing homework for my graduate class, or trying to explain to my dog that it is not nice to put his head on the counter to steal a tomato). While it isn’t the only time I write, it is always something that I have used in the past to start a new novel (my name on the site is Angelic_Demon… go search for my profile, and you’ll see what I mean) I’ve written in every genre imaginable for the past ten years–Sci-fi, Horror, Romance, Mystery. Last year, Cheap Tricks got it’s first real start during the event.

In 2007, I had no idea what the hell I wanted to write. It was Halloween, and my friend Vy told me about the challenge when I was well on my way to getting drunk on a bottle of Jager (I was an undergraduate at Eastern and had just turned twenty-one…). Honestly, I think she bullied me into participating as I hadn’t written anything in a while (we frequently egged each other on to write back then). I had had ideas, but I was an anthropology major and didn’t have time to write. The entire thing is a little foggy (because hello alcohol and nine years ago!) and I no longer have access to that conversation because we still used Yahoo! Messenger back in the day.

I had an image. A vampire stealing a baby. I had no idea where that image was going to take me as far as the entire story or the plot line or anything else, but I still managed to write 70,000 words that month. Oh, I (miserably) failed my archeology class and drank too much cherry rum and diet Pepsi, but I had a nearly complete novel (I promise, my writing habits are much healthier now–coffee or tea and crackers since I have been vegetarian again few weeks–but that’s another blog post for another day, maybe). When it came to registering for my classes the next month, I signed up for my first ever creative writing class at EKU and haven’t looked back since (except that I still got my anthropology degree and avoided archeology classes as much as possible).

That novel, Haunted Desperation, is still on my iMac today. I (thankfully) didn’t lose that one. I might not be planning on publishing that one anytime soon–because dear god did my writing come off as a sloppy mess–but it was the first time I ever sat down to try to write a longer piece in one sitting. My 90,000-word novel that I started when I was nineteen didn’t count because I started it when I was fourteen.

With that… (Isn’t the announcement banner pretty this year?)

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I already own the cover (Kellie Dennis is an AMAZING, affordable cover artist–check her website out here) but I’m not planning on revealing it until it’s close to time to release the book (or I keep telling myself that). Ivy Wild is the next novel that I will be working on. I bought a really awesome notebook from Goulet Pens that I am using to plan in (can I just say that website is awesome? It’s where I’ve found most of my inks and fountain pens, too. The notebook is HUGE and perfect for novel plotting–what do you guys use?). It doesn’t matter that I have to write a 20-page short story for my creative writing class or that I am trying to finish my Author’s Extended Edition of Cheap Guitars because I want to publish it by December (no promises–Elise and Brandon are wordier than I remember), I am going to kick butt this November. I know I’ve already announced that is the title of my next book, and I’ve already written a few scenes, but I’m not completely sold on keeping them yet. I didn’t use to plan my novels at all, but there is nothing like needing to meet a deadline to motivate a plantser (i.e. Me, usually) to get their butt into gear and go into full-on plotting mode.

I don’t have plotting a novel down to a T yet. Half the time I start trying to plot (especially with Cheap Guitars since it has already been written once), I abandon ship and start to free-write anyway. I never would have made a character profile before, either. I think SNHU has been good for me in that sense–I’m going to try to write character profiles and stick with them this time. This novel will be different for me because I have decided to challenge myself write a full-length novel in one sitting. I’m not going to let it spiral into a companion series about every single character falling in love (*cough*CheapSeries*cough*)…

Edit: I’m trying not to let it turn into a series. It’s difficult. Really freakin’ difficult.

I realize in the Indie world that having a series is more productive in as far as marketing and strategy go, but I feel like I don’t know how to write a stand-alone at this point in my writing career. That’s a problem. I can’t write short stories without them turning into at least a novella. Hell, the short story I’m writing for my genre class right now is the prelude of a longer series I will be starting once I finish all of the…five… other novels I…er…jumped the gun…and bought covers for from Kellie (Hello, I’m Mara, and I have a pretty cover buying addiction). Also, I figure after writing seven novels, I get to have my one stand-alone that will not spiral have loose ends or cliffhangers because I’m a borderline control freak when it comes to all of that (Second Edit: I have a feeling it’s going to turn into a series on me anyway).

I will, however, say that I am excited about this book. I was born in Philadelphia, and the city will always own a piece of my heart. Almost all of my father’s family lives in Pennsylvania. While I don’t think I’ll ever live in the city again, I have always wanted to write a story with the main setting there. Haunted Desperation started in Philly and then I have no idea what happened because I jumped around so much. A few of my cousins have already chimed in, offering help if I feel I need it. I have only been back to Philly once as an adult, and it was for my Uncle Mark’s funeral, so I really will need their help (along with trusty old Google). My Cheap series is based in Kentucky, so I only find it fitting that my stand-alone (maybe) be in the city where my parents met and fell in love.

Links and Stuff:

If you want some of the sources where I have found my plotting materials:

Jami Gold’s blog is a fantastic place where you can find beat sheets and scene checklists.

I generally just google character sheets, but I found this one to be the most extensive. The guide is great because it has things on it that you might not think about when developing your characters. You can pick and choose what you want to use–I advise not printing off fifty copies (like I did), only to have your dog slobber on it.

Announcements:

Cheap Lies is free on Amazon until tomorrow, so grab a copy!

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The first chapter of Cheap Guitars: Author’s Extended Edition is in the back! It will go back to .99 cents on the 6th. But don’t fret if you don’t see this blog in time–I have enrolled the novella into KDP Select, where it will stay for a year. There will be ongoing free promotions as my freakin’ huge apology for keeping both the novella and Cheap Guitars down while I fixed them.

Upcoming Projects

I wanted to post a quick little update.

I’m in the middle of working on the Author’s Extended Edition of Cheap Guitars, and editing Cheap Lies. They’re coming along fabulously.

But why am I posting this?

I have committed myself to writing the first book two new projects this year, on top of everything else. Am I a little crazy? Absolutely. But I think (I say think because I don’t want to jinx myself) I’ve finally hit a stride in my writing where I’m not wasting time anymore. I’m procrastinating less. I’m writing every single day. Recently, I started a bullet journal, and have up to four months of my writing schedule worked out. My graduate work will be worked in as I go, too. I’ve found bullet journaling efficient when keeping track of what I have planned for the day. It’s also helped me become incredibly organized when it comes to tracking timelines, character names, and word count goals.

How efficient?

I just hit the 50,000 word mark for Camp NaNoWriMo.

So, if you see two new novels in my Goodreads account, they’re untitled, but they have their spots saved. It’s my way of committing myself to working on them (which I find to be smarter than setting a 3-month preorder deadline and running into print and editing issues). I’m not rushing myself this time (okay I am a little because I want CG and CL to be back on Amazon, but they are already written and the updating/adding to the storyline has been coming to me incredibly fast). I’m not even setting a specific word count for my new projects since I don’t want to stifle my stories (something I’ve worried about doing in the past).

I’m not bragging about my word count.

I’m not.

Back to writing for me! This update ended up a little longer than I wanted it to be, haha.

Update: Cheap Tricks

It’s not easy to decide that you need to push back the publishing date of your next novel, but it happens. I can’t express how sorry I am that I won’t be publishing Cheap Tricks in April, but I will say that it is better for the story. That gives me a little more time to finish it, and for my editor and beta readers to read through it. It gives me time to see if anyone wants to read an advanced copy, who might leave good reviews, and help me get traffic to the book. It’s going to be the last one in the Cheap series for a while. I don’t want to say it’s done, because I could write stories about Amy and her cousin when they’re adults, but for now I want to focus on a few other projects like a stand alone and a small trilogy.

This story has been the hardest one for me to write yet. I think a large part of it has to do with that I am being harder on myself, but also there are more themes and subplots I must deal with, and I want to make sure I wrap up everything correctly before the book is published. There’s also the small issue that I wanted to include some Civil War-era letters that Sophie finds on her Mamaw’s farm, but I’m not sure if they’re going to make the final cut. Hey–who knows, maybe I’ll write a historical Cheap story. That would be fun. 

So, as of now, the release date I’m aiming for is like June 9th. That gives me plenty of time to try to get the book in tip-top shape. To let my editor look at it, for me to rewrite if I feel like something needs to be ironed out, to let my beta readers get their hands on it, and for me to order the print proof so that I can check and make sure there aren’t any final errors. Being an indie author isn’t easy sometimes, haha. So much goes into it that sometimes I think my head might explode from the pressure I’m putting on myself to produce a book, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. Right now, I’m rearranging scenes, and even deleting a couple chapters that I decided will not work for the story. It’ll be a much better book in the end, and I might actually finish it now at the end of the month. I just happen to feel way more comfortable with the June release date than one in April…because I’m not going to publish a first draft. That’s what gives Indies a bad rap. I had to learn that lesson the hard way when I finished Cheap Guitars and published it (I have some EXCITING news about an Author Anniversary Edition for that one, but I’m not releasing any actual details yet).

Okay. I need to go rework a couple things and check on my brother’s cats. If you are a reader, I thank you for your patience. If you want to subscribe to my newsletter, you can go to my Facebook page here and find the email subscription button (I’m still trying to figure out how to put that in other formats).